Posted July 4, 2009on:
Forgive me if I’m a bit down today… it hasn’t really been a great one.
Had my clinic visit today where blood pressure was high as usual.. the first one was like 162/99 and the second one was 154/91. Doctor is really concerned and is having me and Ryohei come in again on Weds. next week where if my BP is over 160 again they will hospitalize me and most likely induce me… I guess I’m feeling really scared and upset by all of that…
If they have to do the induction the baby will be here in less than a week and I feel very unprepared and worried if she will be ok… stupid blood pressure. I haven’t even been eating salty things lately – but I’m sure stress and lack of sleep aren’t helping. So.. please any good vibes, thoughts, or prayers would be appreciated.
Not sure exactly how much but BG has dropped down quite a bit and I’m a cm or 2 dilated… rib pain is gone but has been replaced with a constant backache which I am assuming is from her head in my pelvis pressing on my spine or something else. Its a dull pain which pretty much doesn’t go away no matter what position I am in – the only time I feel ok is when I’m in the bath. I could live in the bath at this point.
So yah… I guess just a whole lot of information to take in and I’m worried that Weds. I may head to the clinic and not be out until the baby is… I was still thinking I had a lot longer to wait it out.
Moving went ok, we still have another day of it tomorrow but things are shaping up nicely. I’ll make sure and take pictures to post up when we get internet which I am really hoping with be Tuesday afternoon… I guess we will see. I’ll make sure to have someone like Nay or Lulu update for me if anything interesting happens and I can’t get online myself.
I guess thats it… I was looking forward to making a post about this being my last night in the inaka but instead I’m just feeling worried and hoping that the baby and I will both be ok. My Dr. seemed very concerned and even had me call Ryohei in… I don’t have protien in my urine so I don’t think its pre-eclampsia, but still he said if my blood pressure went up BG might have serious issues… and I don’t want anything to happen to my little girl ;(
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